I HAVE LOVED YOU WITH AN EVERLASTING LOVE

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DETERIORATING SANITY

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released February 14, 2016

WRITTEN BY VACATE

TALL MAN MADE IT

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LIVE FROM THE KILLING FIELDS

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Track Name: CORPORATE, THIS IS CON
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLY. THIS SONG IS FOR YOU
Track Name: DEAR DIARY, THE WEATHER AND THE WOMEN WERE BEAUTIFUL TODAY
KILL

REPULSIVE STENCH PEEL
BACK YOUR SUFFERING
SKIN THE BECKONING
SLEEP INTO MY GRAVE

LIKE A SCREW DRIVER TO MY EARS
HOLY FUCK
SHUT UP
SHUT THE FUCK UP
DIE

PUT IT THROUGH YOUR FUCKING HEAD
BULLET THROUGH YOUR FUCKING HEAD

GET IT OUT, FIGURE IT OUT AND I'LL DIE

DOCTOR FILL THE NEW PRESCRIPTION
YOU WON'T HELP ME PAY THE PRICE
OFFER UP THE SINS OF ALL THE OTHERS
IF I KILL MYSELF
ALREADY, THINK I'M READY
Track Name: RED BANK
I AM NOTHING

RIPPING AND TEARING
THE DEAD EYES ARE STARING
MY BACKBONE IS BREAKING
YOUR OLD FRIEND IS WAVING
GOODBYE

BURYING
THE ONLY THING YOU'RE FEARING
CRAWLING BACK OUT OF YOUR HOLE
I'M FEEDING

ALL I AM
PARASITE,
PUT ME BACK
INTO THE GROUND

BLEED YOUR DRY
BLIND YOUR EYES

RIPPING AND TEARING
YOUR DEAD EYES ARE FAILING
THE INSECTS WILL FEED ON THE DEAD
I WILL SPIT ON YOUR GRAVE

RIPPING AND TEARING AND
RIPPING AND TEARING AND
RIPPING AND TEARING AND
RIPPING YOU IN THE GROUND
Track Name: DIRT GIRL GRINDER
I NEED NOTHING,
NO ONE,
I AM A SENTINEL

EVERY WAKING MOMENT
SPENT BREATHING
LIVING HELL

SINGLE ME OUT
TO SERVE ON
MY OWN JURY

NOTHING, YOU LAY DECAYED
TO LET YOU SUFFER IN PEACE

YOU ARE ALL DEAD TO ME
TARGET SOCIETY
IT ALWAYS SEEMS TO ME
THAT YOU'RE ALL DEAD ANYWAY

ISOLATE TO MAINTAIN
YOUR OWN WELL-BEING
UNDER THE PRETENSES
THEY'RE ALL ENEMIES
Track Name: SKATER STOMP
HELP ME FIGURE OUT THE INSIDES,
THE REASON WHY I'M ON THE OUTSIDE,
THE ROADS I TAKE ON ALL THE LONG DRIVES,
THEY JUST REMIND ME OF WHY I CAN'T

LET GO

BLAME YOURSELF, APOLOGIZE AGAIN
THE TRUTH IS IT DOESN'T MATTER

I HAVE WRITTEN SHAME ON THE BACK OF YOUR EYES,
I CARRY ON, KEEP MY REFLECTION WELL OUT OF SIGHT
SO I WON'T FLINCH, I WON'T CONFESS THAT I HAVE SINNED
THIS ADDICTION, THIS IS SICKNESS, AGAIN AND AGAIN

A PART OF ME IS FUCKING DEAD
AND YOU COUNT ON THE FACT I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
THE LOUDEST WORDS YOU'VE EVER SAID
WERE THE ONES I COULDN'T HEAR AT ALL

BURN THROUGH THE RIVER
Track Name: LLOYD'S NEW LUNCHBOX
MY BODY IS ROTTING QUICKLY
THE VULTURES CIRCLING
MY CHANCES HAVE ALL EXPIRED
I'M AS GOOD AS DEAD

FALL ASLEEP, OPEN EYES
THIS IS WHERE YOUR DREAMS COME TO DIE
SHAKING HANDS AND FADED VISION
JUST ANOTHER BAD DECISION

OLD HABITS DON'T DIE

GO TO SLEEP, HOPE FOR THE OTHER SIDE
WISHING I WON'T MAKE IT OUT ALIVE
I WAS BORN INTO THIS LIFE OF SIN
AND I'M OKAY TO JUST KEEP GIVING IN

THIS IS MY CHOICE
Track Name: THE FORMER PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES, MR. BILL CLINTON
GET UP, GET UP, MOTHERFUCKER
DO YOU WANNA DIE?
TESTING MY PATIENCE
AND I SEE ALL THE SIGNS.

NOBODY WARNED YOU,
BUT WATCH YOUR FUCKING BACK.
CATCH YOU ALONE
JUST TO HEAR THAT SKULL CRACK.

I’LL TAKE A HAMMER RIGHT
TO YOUR FUCKING HEAD.
WHO’S GONNA HEAR YOU,
THE SILENCE OF THE FUCKING DEAD

SO SHUT UP MOTHERFUCKER
AND LET IT GO.
I JUST FIGURED
THAT I THOUGHT I SHOULD LET YOU KNOW.

YOU ONLY KNOW COWARDICE AND HIDING FROM ME

TRUE SCUMBAG,
I THOUGHT I WAS CLEAR ENOUGH.
DON’T LET ME CATCH YOU,
CUZ I KNOW THAT YOU’RE SLIPPING UP.

AND ILL BE WATCHING
SOMEBODY STOP ME
2 SHOTS JUST TO MAKE SURE YOURE FUCKING DEAD

I WILL KILL YOU

RIGHT.
I’M NOT MISUNDERSTOOD,
I’LL MAKE IT CRYSTAL FUCKING CLEAR
I’M NOT AN OUNCE OF GOOD.

SO LEARN TO WALK WITH
YOUR HEAD DOWN,
KEEP IT SHUT
BEFORE I PUT YOU IN THE GROUND,
AND LET YOU SEE WHAT’S WHAT.
Track Name: TOASTER BATH
OH MY FUCKING GOD

I WILL STOP WHEN I DIE
WHEN WILL I DIE?

ALWAYS SOMETHING IN THE WAY
I AM NOT THE ENEMY
ALWAYS SOMETHING IN THE WAY

THERE'S NO WAY OUT

CLOSE OFF ALL THE OTHERS
STEAL AND THEN CRACK YOUR BONES
BARELY HOLDING OVER
THIS THIRST IS INSATIABLE
NOTHING TO DISCOVER
THROW IT AGAINST THE WALL
BEAT IT ALL TO DEATH
FUCK IT, I'VE SEEN IT ALL
Track Name: IT'S LONELY IN THE CASE (JOE FRANKS IS ACTUALLY A TELECASTER)
FIGURE IT OUT, YOU GOTTA FIGURE IT OUT
YOU GOTTA FIGURE IT OUT BEFORE YOU CRASH AND BURN

FIGURE IT OUT, YOU GOTTA FIGURE IT OUT
YOU GOTTA FIGURE IT OUT IT'LL MAKE YOU BETTER

FIGURE IT OUT, DON'T WANNA FIGURE IT OUT
IT DIDN'T MATTER TOO MUCH
BECAUSE YOU'RE FUCKING CRAZY ANYWAY

FUCK.

PSYCHOPATH, WE'RE ONLY TRYING TO HELP YOU
WORRIED AND AFRAID, JUST DON'T WANNA SEE YOU END UP DEAD

WE'RE ALL DEAD NOW
THE DEAD ARE CONTROLLING THE LIVING
THE PEOPLE IN THE GRAVEYARDS ARE CONTROLLING OUR LIVES
AND IT ALL COMES DOWN TO MASS SUICIDE
YOU CAN'T STEP FROM THIS MOMENT
AND EXPECT REALITY TO LAST

GOD'S IDEALS, IN THE FLESH
JUST TOO FAR OFF AND YOU CAN'T STOP US

WHAT IS THIS? A CRUEL JOKE?

FEEL THE WARMTH IN THE EXCHANGE
AS LIPS PRESSED AGAINST YOUR NECK
SLOWLY LOOSENING THE CLASP
ON A TARNISHED GOLDEN NECKLACE
THE LAST REMAINING REMANENCE
OF A MARRIAGE BUILT IN THORNS
I FEAR THAT THE WORST
HAS ONLY YET BEGUN

SOLELY SPEAKING TRUTH
TO AN EAR FILLED WITH LIES
FORSAKEN THY NAME
FORGOTTEN THY TRUTH

BLOOD OF MY BLOOD
PULLED AT THE ROOT
Track Name: ASTHMA CRUTCH VOL 2.
LOVE